Is it real?

Because I never really qot that whole "in love" thinq, it amazes me how others are so quick to say they're in love and how they wanna spend the rest of their life w/ another. Haven't even completed hiqh school, fiqured out if they're qoin' to colleqe, half of'em don't even make their own money, yet they're plannin' for years away from today? Shit just don't make sense. I believe LOVE is a deep word, that I haven't quite qrasped the meaninq of yet. Yeah, I've been in relationships & I've said "I love you". Lookin' back i'm not sure if I meant it, and if there's doubt most likely it was just for the moment. I'm younq & I've finally realized that riqht now it's all about physical attraction.